Justified Thoughts
Its all worth while. <3
Can’t wait to see Wicked for my 4th time tomorrow afternoon!
Its going to make the shitty month of January that iv’e had, AMAZING!
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Bahaha, this is how I am. That, or just being ignored while they update their Facebook status.
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Till the world ends…
Haha my Ipod knows how gay I am. It gave me Brittany Spears. <3
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I’ll miss you, but not the things you did.
I’ll never forget how you tore my heart into two. It’s life and guess what, I don’t need you.
Seeing it for my 4th time next Saturday the 28th.
I’m sure I’ll cry like a baby :)
Justify.
Im trying my hardest to let you go, yet my mind keep going back to that day.
What could have been done to avoid this. Nothing really I suppose. If it hadn’t of been that day, i’m sure it would have been today. The whole year I knew you, nothing more than fighting happened. The secrets, lies, jealousy… all things we both contributed to.
In the end I’m almost happy the way things turned out. All the sleepless nights I endured just to see you happy. Yet, you were never really happy were you? Its one of the main reasons we ended this way, but still it saddens me.
I don’t think I ever loved someone the way I did you. I changed everything I was for you. I changed into someone that I wasn’t proud of. I jeopardized so much just to see you smile. Whether it was spending money or just smoking a shit ton of pot. I was always there… I listened to your stories, gave you advice and much more. Yes, there were times you helped me, gave me advice and more, but what did you actually ever give me back? Nothing besides a rock through my window. Im heart broken to say the least, but im mending. Its just hard… your the first person I want to call when something exciting or even bad happens.
But why? You never were that great.. You even said it yourself… you put an act on from day one. Which hurts more than anything else. I guess thats life. Nothing but learning and growing.
